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#21: Oh, So Many Doubts

Happy Sunday, little vamps!

If you're new here, welcome to my weekly blog! This is the place where I'll be summing up my week in all aspects of my life, not just writing! And if you're a regular visitor to my site, welcome back! :)

Wow, so May is almost over, huh?

Wait, already?!

I REALLY gotta stop procrastinating and just do my editing! I have no more excuses, so it should be easy, right?

Well. Unfortunately, I've been having life issues (panic attacks and overall anxiety) as well as just. I hate my writing, plain and simple. There's something about how I'm currently handling new content and scenes that I just don't enjoy rereading. It feels rushed. I wish I could flesh out scenes and describe better. And I mean. I'm still working out the first chapter. How sad is that?

I wish I had better excuses for why I haven't been writing but I just. don't. I want my writing to be the best it could possibly be, but if I don't actually write anything, nothing will happen. Terrible writing is better than NO writing at all, am I right? I have no idea anymore, honestly.

What's more is that I've started to become frustrated with myself as well as with my publishing team with Inkitt. I feel like I haven't had a good conversation with anyone over there and it's honestly making me nervous. Was publishing with them the right thing?

Apologies if this blog is a little less than usual, and if I'm whining about editing, that's really all this is... in a way, it feels good to vent my frustrations, but I'm also unsatisfied by this update/report of mine.

Doubt's been my friend this past week and I want to change that. In fact, I NEED to change that. Otherwise, I won't make my deadlines. I won't be able to have beta readers look over portions of the manuscript. And in the end, if I don't do something now, The Wolfsbane Ruby won't be published when it's supposed to. I don't want to disappoint anyone, but I'm currently disappointing myself and that NEEDS to change. I know that, believe me.

Alright, I've spoken enough. Now, it's time for ACTION. Wish me luck on my editing endeavors for the next week and hopefully I'll have something to show for it by the next blog post.

Take care.

See you all next Sunday, little vamps!

~ Fangs & Kisses ~

RJ City

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